Tuesday, November 18, 2008

A loss.....

Ok so I know its been a while since we have posted and for that I am sorry. We had some wonderful news that came about 3 1/2 weeks ago, the news was we were expecting a baby...suprise....now for the bad news, due to unknown problems we will have to wait to hold our baby until Jesus takes us home to be with him. We found out about a week ago when I was sent in for an ultrasound due to some spotting that they could not locate the baby's heart beat, since then we were offically told yesterday (Monday, Nov 17) that their is in fact a baby in my belly however the baby does not have a heart beat. I have to tell you with never having even held our baby, I didn't relize how I could love someone I never met, and knew for such a short amount of time. I will be letting God do his own work in his own time for the baby to pass on. This however is not been an easy week with this knowledge but also finding out that my cousin, who was due with their baby 3 weeks before our baby was also dealing with the same thing that we were dealing with. They found out the news this past Thur that their baby no longer has a heart beat. So I guess you can say its been a rough week...all I ask right now is for prayer.
Love, Kadee